Brooding a certain amount of Sundays ago

I was just really brooding about how there is so much devorce within the Churches and the like. How so many covenants were and are and have been broken. SO much pain and suffering over petty squables imbraced thus breaking up covenants. This is absolutely demonic and the like. And then I remember that Sunday, it was pastor appreciation day and my current pastor also brought up a lot of his staff, I think. Well elts just say that they were people who helped out the church. It amazed me the one indiviual who was up there. You see I come from a broken home as well. My father was taken from me when I was about ten years old. What I mean by that is that he died from cancer in prison. My intire frikken life I had not father neither did I have really a memory of him. Its like I was supposed to care for him when I had no relationship with him. I am not mad at him. But back to my point. Now I was just really dissapointed and angry because on pastor appreciation week on Sunday they had an individual who had never been devorced who is happily married up there getting thanks for heading up a class for devorced people. How horrid. How frikken horrid and just disgusting for someone who had never been devorced to be heading a class for and that hlped out devorced people. Do they even know the consequences of doing and promoting such stupidity. What is wrong with people. I really wanted to go up there and give the pastor a piece of my mind. He has no right doing that. Its like applauding a crippled person for walking when that criplle person is still sitting down and has never gotten up and walked in his entire life. How can people be this ablivious. This also reminds me of in the past when ths stupid youth pastor got up on stage comming from a family g=home where his mother and father were happily married and yet he preached on the father wound and even criticized people who got mad at God because they had not father. The stupidity of people in the church amazes me. I imagine that our stupidity takes Gods breathe away as us being in awe of Him takes our breathe away. Al I am really saying is that a person cannot have an effect and effectively confort others when they have not gone through the journey themselves. I fat preacher cannot and does not the authority to combat against and properly apply the Word of God against abesity. Just like an undevorced person cannot come against devorce and apply God Word against it. ALL THEY CAN OFFER IS HEAD KNOWLEDGE.

But you see, the way it is now in church, is that if you have all the head knowledge, then you are annointed, rahter then if you are annointed, then you are annointed. It is no longer about actually being annointed, just looking like you are annointed. Actually Skillet, my favorite band, wrote a song about it, "You shookthe preachers hand, but your smile cant hide your sin... Your eyes tell me what you feel, your eyes tell me what is real."

Inclosing, I will say this to A WARRIOR CANNOT PROPERLY FIGHT WHAT HE DOES NOT SEE OR UNDERSTAND. HE CAN ONLY GUARD AGAINST IT. HE CANNOT GO ON THE OFFENSIVE, AND DEFEAT IT.

In the words of Jack Black, "Your not hardcore, Cause you've not lived hardcore." When you live with someone you can understand them know them, when you only see them, you cannot become intimate with them, share with tme suffer with them, know their pains and the like.

Please understand this everyone.